hush baby dont talk so much..just wanna feel your touch

I'm updating for you, Melissa!

Let's see...what's new in my life. I hardly hang out with 3LP anymore. I guess it's not 3 anymore. I feel like eversince me and him broke up they've all just pushed me out of their lives. Except for Rj. :] It sucks...thinking that I was closer to them than that, but it just proves that one lil decision is all it takes to ruin our friendship. It gets me mad.

So, since I don't hang out with them anymore, I've been hanging out with my cousin Rachel alot lately. I think things are waay safer that way. We're blood. Nothing can change that. ;] I have so much fun hanging with her and GN. Friday, we all hung out at my house. It was pretty coo. Saw Leighton & Arlo's afros. It's cool hanging out with them. We have good, clean fun. Well except for Rachel & Leighton. ;] hah, kidding. I got a new cell phone yesterday. No more dinosaur. Me & Leighton got a new cell on the same day. Just felt like sharing. I got a670. Aww, and I saw Sabrina. <3 She's so sweet. Bla..k here are some pictures.

Wednesday:

my other cousin Micah and me. Shes only 12!

random picture that Jenn took to prove that my back is long.

Leighton & Rachel on Saturday

lol Leighton & anonymous going at it. ;]

haha, so yeah, my weekend was pretty coo.

( random thoughts )

-can i borrow a qwata?!

-'why is ur voice so low?!' -rachel..haha

-lets do this riiight

-O0HWEEO0H! & WACHEY! lol

-for sure, right Kim?!

-HUSH!

no more just me

woohoo! its back on.

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nevermind...

when things was rough, only person I could call was you

Last night was the gayest Saturday. I guess the only coo part was seeing Jovelle for five minutes. It's so cold out tonight. Today I'm gonna go to the movies with Michelle & Danica to see the Grudge. Haha we still haven't seen it.

 I'm moving to Michigan next year.

Bye byeee Cali

Hellooo Michigan

I'm not too bummed about the move anymore. Atleast their telling me 6-7 months advance so I'll be able to fix up any problems I have here and leave Cali with no regrets. Snow isn't too bad. But if I can't handle cold nights here.... oh man. I remember I used to love the snow when I was little. Blah.

Aww Tina and her boyfriend are so damn cute. This is the kinda shit I don't like seeing though.

you just gotta rub it in huh bitch?! haha kidding Tina. I <3 you. You and your babe are cute together.

OH YEAH! I got violated tonight by an eggot.  Well... I don't know if it was purposely or what but I'm pretty damn sure I got it through their brain I wasn't appreciating what they were doing. First, this one foo was like I wanna hump. He kept saying that shit OVER and OVER again. And he asks me 'Can I hump you?' I'm like WTF! no. He kept asking and asking. Than he actually attempted on humping me. I wanted to slap him. And when we dropped of RJ he asked me to be his girlfriend. The nerve of him?! Pfff. I just don't get it... if we're not giving you signs that we're not interested than don't even try & back the fuck off. I was so irritated by the end of the night, when I got home I started kissing the floor. No..not really. Oh, and I met somebody new today. Hi Shannon! She's cool. Her and her boyfriend did it in the trunk of a car. Mad skills. Yeahhh... that's the end of this boring ass night.

i miss you like mad...

I'm not over you. Anybody can see it. But knowing that your finally getting over me.. I have mixed emotions. Glad, that you can now meet somebody better than me. Sad, knowing that we're completely over. I miss you...